Titled: the world is not mine, unfortunately.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
i am about to do something scary, TERRIFYING and be very afraid. thank you. (: Okay, nothing much, just want to chang shi an EMO post. maybe not as good as gwen's or some other ppl but... YUPS. i am pissed with someone so... HERE GOES:
THE WORLD CAN BE FALLING SOMETIMES. and i have failed to play a part to lift it up. because i wish you can be crushed underneath the soles of the earth. your soul is being captured into the DEEP DARK world, and never being found again. putting posters to look for your once pure and lovely soul, character. i doubt you even have the heart to put it. your heart is being enticed too, LOST. what does the word lost mean? Lost in the world of your own is definetely better than exchanging your beautiful soul for something you are not.
THE WORLD JUST FELL. and it crushed you. before you even had the chance to gain back your soul. this perishable feeling will be coming towards us, looming and black as the sky might be, your heart will be stained, and screams will engulf the heart into a deep.dark secret. REINVENT ALL THE SUFFERING AND PAIN. the sun will paint the lands maple, and your heart shall be the only black sheep in the middle of dancing and prancing. to that trampled heart and soul of yours, im sorry. soon, all will be dismissed into the groud and make the land fertile. fertile enough to crack the earth into two. nothing will be planted. nothing will be gained. only blood will be the only source of water for the earth.
THE WORLD FORMS YOUR HEART. and spirit. to think the world loves you. they only love you for the water being provided to keep the blood flowing, the heart pumping. pumping with adrenaline. LOVE, PASSION but no soul. oh. the black hole that was once created by the dissolved heart now is being painted in red. BLOOD RED. stop staring into that hole or else who knows? something black and red will capture you, claims you have a beautiful soul. don't trust it, it means no good. it will gobble up your soul and possess you with the painful one. black black heart. the blackest you will ever see.
THE WORLD CHASES AFTER YOU. who told you to look? okay now, calm down. stop panting. let your mind run free. FLY, STOP, STARE. imagine all your life you have been acting like someone else. imagine all your life, imitating someone you are not - WASTED. tell that black,red thing you really really love yourself and cherish your own soul, not anyone else's. HUG YOURSELF THEN DROP TEARS OF JOY. tell it how much you cherish your own soul and how you wouldnt exchange it for anything in the world. yes... tell it now.
THE WORLD COLLIDES. and you are stuck in between. but in the end you manage to escape. hopefully. and you start your life again. brand new life. but you have to live with regrets that are being tatooed into your heart.
TATOOED INTO YOUR HEART. get it?
ok. phew. i just ... SQUEEZED OUT AN EMO POST! (: yayee. so... yups. i just told that person off. indirectly. but gave her a good ending. to not sound so mean. LOL. (: okay. i told gwen i would dedicate a post to her in the form for report writing tomorrow. hmmm. Okay. i shall try it without mentioning HER name. LOL. (: ok. love you guys. oh, i suddenly feel not pissed anymore, hey maybe i still am.
&theworldgoesBOO.
-gwee<3
GREENified , 3:58 AM
